Once again,i was exhausted to the core and i couldn't seem to feel better.
But there you were, ready to press me on...
to take me on a date to flirt with total madness, and give me the rose of pure serinity...
as always thank you so much...
i truly don't know what i'd do without you...

...

now i lay me down to sleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep
and if i die before i wake
pray the lord my soul to take

I'm so hungry, and I don't have the guts to eat...
I feel terrible...
I crave and reject food at the same time...
I'm so hungry yet so sick to my stomach because of food...
screw it...

one of those days

It's just one of those days when nothing seems OK
and nothing feels right
and no sweet voices have tickled my ears yet
and no showers of kisses were waiting for me when I get out of the bathroom
and no sweet smiles to kiss
and wonderful words to hear, no wonderful words to say
and no heart beats to syncronize with
and no silky souls to melt with
where are you today?
no words for me?
I miss you too much...

Why is it that to feel better, we have to hit rock bottom?!?
Sometimes I go lower and venture to hell.
I manage to get back some how, recently because of you

you take me higher

to a place where blind men see

Why is it that to feel better, we have to hit rock bottom?!?
Sometimes I go lower and venture to hell.
I manage to get back some how, recently because of you

you take me higher

to a place where blind men see

I woke up today soaking in a pool bad dreams and screams
You're on a ledge, I 'm waiting for you at the bottom
You scream, I'm already dead
You cry, tears fall on my lifeless lips, I'm gone and in-toxicated
You try and carve your wrist, I seep out of your veins
Be my blade, and let me die
Or, see our light and fly
I love you

symapthy

I have just one thing to say about this girl...

"the tears flowed from her heart to my eyes"

syncronize

I had one of the most beautiful experiences last night...
I syncronized my heart beats with my soul-mate...
It was amazing...
His heart was racing and my heart was stopping...
He slowed down and I sped up until they were beating in perfect harmony...
everything about our souls together is perfect...
I don't know what I'd do without you...