Not me...

This isn't me feeling the way I feel...
Jealousy has never been a part of my life.
Now it's curling up in my heart, slowly eating at it.
How is it that they get to have each other??

But you know what I'm not jealous.
I'm happy.
I hope you stay in love forever.
Keep each other safe.
Please keep him safe and keep him happy.
Never let the smile be wiped of his face.
Sing to him and hold him tight.
Fight for him with all your might.
I failed, please don't do the same.
I won't say I didn't deserve him, because I did.
But things happen.
You're a woman and you know him well.
Read between the lines and tell him that I won't break my promises.
That he WILL always be in my heart forever.
That names of daughters are in place and plans for greatness are on the way.
You wrote something that had so many single words in it.
Each and every one of them was part of us, and giggled over.

Ok that was me...