I will always try to understand
....always be there to hold your hand
I will live forever to put a smile on your face
....everywhere you go...every place
I'll pray to God for your heart to shine
...to make you whole and keep you mine
I love you always and forever
I promise you...
I will kiss your spirit, heal your soul
.......touch your feelings and make you whole
.......I will ease your pain and take you higher
I will, I will, I always will

I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

I'm dead
your gone and I'm dead
don't let me die
come back come back come back
7abibi who's taken your spirit
who's done this to you
I'll kill whoever broke my baby
oh God
why are you doing this to me
why are you doing this to us
we finally found our true purpose and now you've fucked us
dear God
take me away
take my life
you already did
you killed me
7abibi
don't do this
don't do this
have mercy on me and hold me
oh God
I can't live without you
I can't I can't
just let me die in the only way i'm still alive, physically
my soul is dead
my spirit is gone
my heart has stopped
my brain has shut down
i can't hear
i can't taste
i can't feel
i can't smell
i can't see
i can't be
i'm gone

Unforgiven...forsaken...rusted and weathered...sacrifices...my sacrifice...I have lost the will to live, simply nothing more to give...
By the way...
Who writes lyrics for system of a down?!?
"I cry when angels deserve to die"?
What an idiot!!!"I die when angels cry"
That's more like it...
Angelic tears I saw today of pure love and passion...
Is it ever fair for an angel to cry?
If I could promise you this, I would...
Never will you cry again...except if you want to water a bamboo plant that finally has grown a flower with your sweet happy tears.
But I can't, cause this world is the way it is...and the people who are in love the most have to sacrifice that perfection for a small someone who needs better odds...odds...screw odds...
I can promise you this though...
If you ever have to cry...I promise that I'll always be here to catch every tear on my knees and hold you tight to comfort...with arms wide...wide open...
I love you and I always will...
I'll never be with anyone else...
I found perfecton with you...
Never to be felt in any other arms...never to be tasted in anyone else's tears...
Just hold me now....OK?Let's make that enough for now...
I love you...

I'm so alive and so in love...
I'm so passionate and more...
You have made me a better person than I eve dreamt of becoming...
So much more complete...
So much more willing to gather all I have in me to fight one last battle and win a war...
Notjust for you, me or us...
but for every every neglected love story or painful ending...for every "ever was love"
for every tear cried because it "just couldn't happen"
For every heart ache and eery heart break...
We are love...
We harbor in our hearts the true definition of love
We protect the most divine feeling of all...
It fills us and devours us...
It gently whispers in our ears before we fall asleep
"sleep safley, dream sweet dreams, I'll be here to kiss your sweet eyes in the morning"
It's what makes us feel that a mere few days is too far away, too distant to be convinced that it'll be over in a flash and we'll hold each other again..
Love knows no time and longing knows no patience
"sleep safley darling dream sweet dreams, fear not, for you know I will be at your side to kiss your sweet eyes in the morning, and take a sip of honey from your lips"
I love you...

perfecton

finding yourself in a perfect union is such a blessing...
to wake up every morning and look inside your heart, and find your other half tucked in safe and sound gives you such a sensation...
I am no longer in the stage of screaming and jumping at the idea of maybe finding someone...
I now scream and jump because of the feeling of two heartsbeating and melting into one forces me to...
I scream and jump at the thought of seeing your smile of pure joy, just because you saw me walking towards you...
that moment when we first see each other, we stand in awe for a split second seperately thinking, "where have you been all my life?"
then we remember that we've always been together, back and back and back...
this time the sensual sensation we give each other took over us before physical knowledge...
andnthen there's that smile again,because I'm finally in your arms...
I promise I will always make you smile...lips, eyes, mind, spirit and soul...

i don't know

i honestly don't know why i'm here, but i am
here i am
i just found out yesterday that the sometimes weirdness can create the worst kind of fear, undefined....
imagine me, laying in bed, thinking about the not so far fututre, unless less than 6 months is far.
about if i'm ever forced into anything, i'd have to become financially independent.
iu almost stopped breathing.
i mean come on, i'm not even a graduate yet, i'd have to pay rent, bills, house thingies, and me thingies....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but than as usual, my lovely 3abibi brought me back to earth.
seriously, the year's not over yet...
i love you khabibi